be grateful...

bersyukur la dgn apa kite ad...jgn ambil hak org...fikirkn pe org pnah bwat kt kte...kalo kt sdr ttg itu..kte xsmpi ati nk melukakn hatinya...pe yg ditanggung utk bersama kte...pahit getir...ble ske diangkat...ble da xske..pe da jd...adakah semua impian kte kn jd realiti slpas pe kte buat mcm ni..adakah hati kte kn tng....sdarlah..truslah meminta maaf dr nya dan dr Nya...krn kte xtau pe kn jd lps ni...mengaku kslhn kte....dan mgkn semua 2 kn mmbantu..sdar lah wahai insan...

Nini and Ninia....(Part 2)

Nini....

maybe someone is better than me....which can look up every single thing u need...and i don't know what happen now...even though u said u know me and concern bout me...it's looks like u know that person better....if that make u happy...fine then...and until now u don't realise....don't realise so many things...maybe because of these u made me...like i told before....if it is besides....Allah knows...and He the only one who has the power...

what goes around comes around....

.........,
Ninia

why....

Tomorrow is starting da new sem....but....

why......

I'm really blanked....

I'm really blurred.....

I'm really sad....

even though....

I've said to myself......

wake up ili!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nothing changes....

why n why................

Nini and Ninia....

Dear Nini....

I try to give the best as I can to make u feel comfortable in your life when we live for a long time in our house....I know I owe u much...but I try to full fill all the duties in our house..I know that is not enough to pay back what you give me...But I try to understand u...Your work...Your emotion...Is all about you....I try to understand...which I hope it can make you feel better...and make you understand me at the same time...But it does not change....you still act the same..and made me cried every night....no one knows...cause I don't want make you think about me and think what your fault....and make you feel guilty too....time past....why at the first time you meet me and year after that you can make me smile....but now...no...nothing from you....What is my fault Nini...I don't know...until now... I keep all the words in my heart....Because...I can't talk face to face with you about this...
Nini...I hope you realise it...I will pray until the end....

with love,
Ninia.......

pain....

hargailah n jglah ati seseorg yg mngmbil berat sal kte...slagi dia sygkn kte....n jgn pnh sktkn atinya...mgkn suatu hari nnt..kte kn khlgnnya...dan ble hati da trguris dgn kata2 yg scr sdar ak tak kte katakan....hanya Allah yang Maha mengetahui pe yg dirasenye n ditanggungnye...krn kte xkn dpt rse....

to my luvly ayah n mama....

i know sometimes i hurt ur feeling...bt its me..ur daughther...who is growing up...i try my best to make both of you proud of me....bt sometimes i felt really down when i can't get what i want...i really need ur support...thank u very much 4 always there 4 me..support..comfort...n pray 4 my success..luv u..ayah mama...

Diriku....

Ble org tnye sal dri kte..sdah smstinya yg 1st org ckp dlu nama..asal...adk bradk brape...but as 4 me...nama 2 mmg la kne ckp dlu....ili kamilah...2nd...tarikh lahir...8hb Februari 1989...sb bg ak tarikh lahir bri mkna tok dri kte..kte lahir hari 2..k? huuu..3rd...mksd name kamu..mmm ni yg plg pntg...sb nmksd name 2 yg lead dri kte tok jd sperti mane nama 2..sb 2 dlm Islam...kne letak nama anak bek2....huuuu...kn? mksd namaku..pengurniaan yg sempurna...bsar mksd nama 2...n ak try nk jd seperti nama 2 wlpn hakikatnye ssh...tp Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbek tok dri kte...so truskn idop tok jd insan yg bergune tok bangse..agama n negara...huuu..2 kate2 seorg bakal guru! huhu..insyaallah ak akan mewarisi tugas kedua ibu bapa ak iaitu sbgai seorg pndidik..n seorg wanita yg ku aggap sperti mak ku....mereka bertiga ni sumber inspirasi ak tok jd cikgu...kalo dlu mse kck2..org kate nk jd apa bila ble bsa nnti..? biase la...ayat bdak2..xtahu or doktor or lawyer or pape pekerjaan yg up2 laa....trmasuk la ak...huhu...mgkn ni sdh trtulis utk ak kt dunia ni...mengajar dan mendidik....ak sahut cbran....huuuu....smgt!!!

Perkenalan...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...slm perknlan...Akhirnya..berjaya jgk ak mnjinak2kn dri dlm dunia blog ni..huuu...dlu ak pnah ckp kt kwn2.."bwt pe la buang mse tulih blog ni...?" huuu...sbnanye ayat 2 kutujukn bwt kwn2 yg xsdar lgsg ble org org pgl dia ble mghdp blog dia...huhu..gian la katekn...tp ape pn..im starting 2 feel it..i think so...huuu...so..kpd sume 'kaki2' blogger..sy bdak bru bljr..pape tnjuk lh ajar...k?